I’m a loner…

It cccaaannn get boring and lonely at times not talking to someone other than my cat, brother, and mom. With my blog, it’s a way for me to meet new people around the world and write to whoever reads my blog as if they’re my friend.

Blogging has helped me feel happy being alone. Even though not too many people read my posts or interact with me on Instagram, I still can’t wait to tell my thoughts, show clothes I bought, places I visit, and my art because I LOVE IT! It feels good to let my thoughts out!

How did I get to having no friends?

Well, I used to hang onto people because I was afraid of ending up where I am today which is ALONE! (Sort of) The small group I was involved in never invited me anywhere unless their other choices couldn’t go. I never felt comfortable around any of them. During birthdays, they’d all make a huge deal out of each other while no one cared to remember mine. I always felt like I didn’t belong with them. Even with my “close” friends I never felt like I was in the right place.

I’ve pushed some friends away and turned them into acquaintances. OKAY, we hardly talk now. That’s because I’m not happy when I talk to them anymore. I find myself complaining about them more than enjoying their company. It sounds awful because they’re good people with good hearts and there aren’t any problems between us. I wasn’t happy with them. BUT! It’s okay to realize that if you don’t feel good in the friendship or relationship with someone, it’s not meant for you and that’s okay!

Ssooo… I pretty much don’t have any friends. I’m not sad about it! I made this decision and I’m the happiest I’ve been. I don’t want to have “friends” I’m not truly happy being with. It’s not fair for the other person either.

As I blog more and get back into school, I’ll be meeting new people. I’ve already met some other amazing bloggers! I’m excited for who comes along into my little world and I’m thankful for you and everyone else who has already came.

What else would you like to know about me? Any juicy gossip you want to know? (Not much juice to squeeze out) Any details I missed that you’d like to know? Let me know! I’d love for us to get to know each other better!

See you next week and hopefully on Instagram! You can find me at @karionline_


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